Happy Muslim Mama: First Day in the New Job
After a month long break I finally started in my new job today. The original plan was to leave my old job and start in the new one the following week. I think I would have started the new role on a high and full of confidence from my previous job. As things worked out, I had a month long break and spending a month away gives you time to over think things and start questioning/doubting yourself. Spending a month with a grumpy teen, warring boys and crazy babies also leaves you wondering if you could string a sentence together out loud that doesn’t involve shouting, cajoling or nagging.
I was a little nervous, but my siblings and friends messaged me in the morning to wish me luck and my friend F had good advice: make friends and play nicely – and that is exactly what I hope to do. In contrast Little Lady bid me goodbye in the morning and wished me luck in her own way by saying “Don’t get sacked mum!”
So I was grateful to finally get started today. I was lucky to get a gentle start and spend the day making introductions, understand what everyone was doing, find the prayer room and getting set up with my laptop. I was surprised how exhausted I was for how little I felt I had done, it must have been the effect of trying to take everything in.
I think the easy start was just for the first day, my second day is already filled almost completely with meetings. I am grateful though, the work is interesting and touches on things that I am passionate about (like equality and diversity and community cohesion) and will give me the chance to write lots.

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